I really, really wish I liked being a girl. I wish I could end this. I wish this was a choice. I wish I could just take a pill and live the rest of my life as a cis girl.
I’m tired of dysphoria. I’m tired of never looking like what I want. With the condition I have, I’ll never be able to take T or get bottom surgery. I ask myself what the point of this is… should I just detransition? What makes a man, a man? I’ll never look like one. I’m not really accepted as one. I don’t pass as one. My friends use my pronouns to humor me. The invasive questions never end.
I like feminine things. So should I just… fucking do it?
I don’t even know anymore.
I just want to be a tall, skinny hipster boy with a little goatee and long, spindly fingers.
But I’ll never be.
So should I just accept womanhood at this point?
(it’s disgusting to me just saying that…)
im so PUMPED about fall!!!!! ill wear 500 sweaters i dont care ill shove a whole pumpkin up my ass
Bats illuminated by lightning
THIS IS WHAT LOVE LOOKS LIKE.
This is actually really cool